Why do I tend to slip to the past?

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I mean, I'm very grateful, happy and love what I have now and I've been knocking my head if not several of times to move forward but why do I tend to slip to the past and cant get over it?

Maybe the fact that he gave me hope, mixed and confusing signals then just vanished out of thin air, leaving me like a fool harbouring these resentments and the endless 'Double-U' questions in my head. I mean COME ON! =_="

Though the memorable sweet memories you gave me is similar to a piece of big apple doughnut with a glass of milk, in the end, it was just a waste of time and you make me feel fat, JERK!

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